Accidents are always painful! Losing someone who was life in a day is so abnormal and painful just like a plane crash! I lie back thinking about the last meeting we had before calling us completely off- no talking, no texting! That meeting was so magical that i can die and relive a whole life just to have that day again! And then watching the person go forever is pain... It's only when you hold the person close, smell them, look at them and hear them, you feel the true pain of losing them! I wept so hard talking to her one last time after the meeting, I surprised myself! I wanted her to hear that but I didn't want to make her more sad! I cut the call and walked looking at the sky in disbelief of what has just happened to me! I was telling her not to repent her decision and that I won't take her back, I was being very strict in my tone! And then those bye moments, bye... Bye! And then suddenly something happened to me... I cried, mere se Nahi ho paega babu! And I cried... I was in my present and I felt I was never so broken!!!
I felt light after crying for ten minutes! But I know i will always miss the warmth of that one soul who completed me so completely! It was after her I could find myself in a better way! I don't think I missed on saying anything in our last meeting and honestly, she knew all of it! So I know she knows my pain, I know your pain too!, she must be really affected by that unavoidable end... I always like crying in front of her coz then she knows I care but not yesterday, I wanted to keep her away!
Journey ends. Good ones end faster while bad ones feel longer! Ours was three years of true love making, every word spoken , every touch and every glance was full of passion! Achieving high was so easy when around, turning back and coming home was so easy thinking of you, I have always surprised myself in your presence! Nothing matter but you and your smile! I have lived cheesy lines and meant them... Can't help but say I am grateful, i am honored to be the special one! However, I miss you so bad and this feeling is do biting! ekdumm opposite of the comfort I had holding you in my arms massaging your hairs and letting you sleep on my shoulder!
I was lying, I would always stay in love with you and married! No girl is coming near me and you will remain the sole owner of my soul! Okay? I don't expect the same... Although I know you very well, I feel you will stay remembering me for long!
I love you!
I felt light after crying for ten minutes! But I know i will always miss the warmth of that one soul who completed me so completely! It was after her I could find myself in a better way! I don't think I missed on saying anything in our last meeting and honestly, she knew all of it! So I know she knows my pain, I know your pain too!, she must be really affected by that unavoidable end... I always like crying in front of her coz then she knows I care but not yesterday, I wanted to keep her away!
Journey ends. Good ones end faster while bad ones feel longer! Ours was three years of true love making, every word spoken , every touch and every glance was full of passion! Achieving high was so easy when around, turning back and coming home was so easy thinking of you, I have always surprised myself in your presence! Nothing matter but you and your smile! I have lived cheesy lines and meant them... Can't help but say I am grateful, i am honored to be the special one! However, I miss you so bad and this feeling is do biting! ekdumm opposite of the comfort I had holding you in my arms massaging your hairs and letting you sleep on my shoulder!
I was lying, I would always stay in love with you and married! No girl is coming near me and you will remain the sole owner of my soul! Okay? I don't expect the same... Although I know you very well, I feel you will stay remembering me for long!
I love you!
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