Friday, March 6, 2020

sudden realisation

i just felt that all my life is revolved around the pleasure - the ppo, the travel back to home, the tea i will make at 10, the sleep i will get when i am back etc etc. my life is not revolving around the things i really love and want to do good at which should be -

- learning new things and being insanely good at them - brm, music etc.

even in music, i am not improving as a singer which makes me feel that i am living my life like i am on some exotic beach not willing to put in the work and create meaning out of chaos. 

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